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For the last week, I haven't been able to sleep well, and in many cases not able to sleep at all. It's insomnia, except it appears to be related to hunger.

When I don't seem to eat enough, it seems that I can't sleep, and I don't feel as sleepy either.

The worst thing, though, is that I can't seem to tell if I'm hungry or not. For some reason, I seem to have lost my ability to 'sense' hunger (though I can sometimes).

And, I don't ever seem to be able to eat enough.



Today, for example, I knew I was dead tired, I slept for about 5-6 hours the night before, and not more than 7 hours (except on Staturday, which I finally was able to sleep at 3 and woke up at 1:30) the nights before. I tried to take a power nap, but for some reason, I didn't feel sleepy anymore, and there was this very vague sense of 'emptiness' in my stomach. Even though I ate something right before.

Its not fun.