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I think I'm very pathetic.
Yesterday I went to the doctor about the sleep problems that I have, and apparently they were all related to stress.
I don't understand why I'm really that bad.
First of all, almost everybody is feeling very stressed in this period (even though I started to not sleep well by the end of December). I know realistically I won't be getting marks that are too low. My family is so normal there's not a single bad thing about it. Nobody has been giving me any pressure at all.
And I know many people who are going through the same thing at school, except with much worse circumstances.
Sigh.

Oh, and I think Mr. Ehrmantraut has some sort of misconception that I am a very good student who is not yet a perfectionist but seems to get things done on time but chooses not to do some homework. Its not that, really, I don't do my homework because I don't seem to have enough time and procrastinate.
He might also think that I have some deeper inner problem that I'm not telling him that's causing all this stress.
Well, I don't.


At the very least, the problems aren't that bad.